Ah, finally created a new twitter account. That shall be my new "journal".
Gonna create a new blog too. So, yeah. Will only update this blog whenever
I feel like it? Which is most probably, not so often?

I really need to get rid of this feeling. It's not healthy and no one really cares.
Ah, fuck this. Shouldn't say anymore. Sigh.
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Ah, did i mention how i get so bloody irritated with those fuckers
in twitter? I don't understand why i just won't unfollow them and
instead get annoyed with their tweets most of time. Maybe I'm very
irritated cause of my moodswings. Hmmm. True, true. But seriously,
*bitchstares*. Creating another account soon.

Training was freaking tiring. Fyy and I rewarded ourselves with seaweed
shaker fries (yes, keet, seaaweeeed) and coke. Managed to rant to her
and we just continued being pretty angsty about a lot of things. HAHAH
Huda must be having a blast playing BALL with the bunch of guys. Remember
what your mommy told you, ya!! *horny smile*

So excited for the performance since I found a video on doing the mohawk
without crazy amount of hairspray and all. Excited. Tried and sissy said
it was cool so yeah. Here I come, mofos.

Okay, time for sleep. If not my angst level will double up like siao.
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L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore can love

It's almost 3am. I should really stop staying up so late. It's not healthy.
And it's messing up my mind. Sent off my Huda earlier on. :') Had a good
talk with her in my awesome malay language. LOL Masa depan yang cerah, ya.

I strongly believe that it's better now. Before we get too attached and that will be
the time when it's even harder to let go. I hope what you really think through about
the things i told you. I love you.
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Katy Perry's songs in acoustic version are (Y)(Y). I used to dislike her
but somehow, one day, I felt like listening to her and her songs got better
(in my opinion) and here I am today, putting them on repeat.

Seriously? Like seriously seriously? Whatever.

I'm super hungry right now. And right, I'm going to do a freaking mohawk
for Thursday's performance. Either that or Rosie. Oh yeah oh yeah. Most probably
be my last performance cause I'm not planning to do the one in April. So, all out!

My babygurl93 is going off to China tmr! :( Please be safe, alright! I love you and
make sure you don't starve yourself there. Come back and show me what you ate
through moulding sands or whatever the action is. LOLOLOL I LOVE YOU! <3<3

Okay, gonna eat and then sleep. Gonna crash class later.
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that will be the time when I realised that I've been keeping a lot to myself,
how scared I am of the everything because they are so unpredictable,
how fast time flies that theres hardly any room for slightest mistake,
how short life really is.

I can't sleep.So many things running in my mind. It's almost 4. I'm in the kitchen,
in the dark, typing this, drinking milo and playing all the slow songs. I hope
this helps and I hope those things will only be there whenever it's late and I can't
sleep.

They told me to have faith.

Oh, happy international women's day, bitchesssss. Love yall.
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Time check: 3.18am.

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Tuesday was aweeeesome. Sentosa was fun minus the part when we were
going home. LOL I'm now super reddish and turning dark soon. Was so fun, soaking
myself and huds giving me some sandy spa. It worked okay! Now my skin is smooth.
Serious. Come touch me. *horny smile* And we played guess-the-food-using-sands
game. That PBG guessed everything right, you never fail to disappoint me uh! LOL
Love how the beach gives me the anything-is-possible feel. Which was why I was
doing a lot of stupid things and receiving the wtf faces from Nat, Sam and Huds.
Oh, my boy was like asleep somewhere on the dryland? HAHAHHA Love the beach.

Another interview tmr! Kind of nervous. Really need this kind of job to make me not
socially awkward. Cause interacting with strangers=not screwing up my 14th interview.
Like I've said, its been a long time since I really made new friends and all. So yeah.

And congrats, huda!!!!!! For being able to go there again! <3<3<3 no need to see you
so sad and all again. I love you! :')
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This will be a pretty disgusting entry so, you can skip the entire paragraph
below. :)

Yesterday night was one of the worst night eveeer. I skipped my meals the
entire day and survived on half packet of chips and a bottle of disgusting honey
green tea which sucks way beyond words. Followed pills to eat Rochor tauhuey
and omg, thats when the pain kicked in. It was hell. Wanted to meet JH at the airport
by going to the circle line and transferring to the green but I knew I couldn't tank the
bloody pain. Kept alighting at random stations and going to the toilet to puke green 
stuffs which I have no idea what the fuck that crap is. Maybe bile. Wtf? Was feeling
super giddy and I could feel my lips and hands turning cold. Quite mad. But still,
I reached home safely. Thank God. Was thankful that Sam stayed to accompany me
and be there for me most of the time.

Woke up feeling still like crap and the after effect of such a crazy pain is still there.
Guess I can't go on a skip-meals diet. What was I thinking? Seriously. Once a PBG,
always a PBG. Gonna eat healthy instead. I don't want to feel the horrible pain again.
Nightmare.
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Okay, wtf. Time check: 5am


Almost cut my hair super short but then again, no. And its because...
I FOUND VIDEOS ON AWESOME HAIRSTYLES. LIKE THOSE VINTAGE
ONES THAT I CAN DO WITH MY CMI CURLS. HAHAHAHAHHAHA
Can't wait to freakingly try them out. So pretty. The hairstyles, i mean.
And the best part? I found those which look intricate but pretty simple braids!
So, I'm waiting for my hair to grow supeeeer loong and in the meantime,
I'm going to practice doing it on my own and try out on my random victims.
So excited already. Countless names as my victims running in my mind now.
Huda, Keet, Sammy, Nat, my sis and the list goes on and on and ooonnnn!

I have to wake up early and follow Mum to the bank since my bank book is
being such a mega bitch. And then off to school for the shirts thingy in which
I'm doing it for my awesome friends and not in the name of *ahemcommahem*.
Haha, yeah, you are such a loser for doing things and still being the-replacement
and nothing more. HAHAHAHHAHA _|_

MY BOY IS COMING HOME TONIGHT!!!! OH GODDDD. Weekend was horrible
without you! Thankful to have Keet and Huds entertaining me and keeping me sane
and ALIVE! JianHorng, I'm gonna be there at the airporttt!!!!!!!!!!! <3<3 No, do not
remind me that you are going to the army soon. It's still very long so everybody, do
NOT remind me. Do not remind that you have to go for 2 weeks. And then returning
only on weekends or nights out but I'm sure you are gonna spend it with your buddies.
And wtf is wrong with me? Every time i see those girls, it pisses me off so badly. Ugh.

Okay, time for some sleep! Hahaha. Shit, what have I done to my body clock? 
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